The feeling of being lost is inevitable and contagious. I was once felt the same feeling of being lost.

Tired of something that I never did. I just felt that I am no longer challenged in everything. The world bores me. 

I want to get lost. I want to be free.

Somewhere far.

But I am scared.

Scared that I may not comeback. 

Not coming back frightens me because I know how it felt to be left behind.

I wonder if the people who didn’t comeback lost their way back or they they just chose to get lost to be free?

I want to search for them but it’s hard to look for the people who don’t want to be found.

 And I felt that. I am lost and I don’t want to be found.  Please don’t find me.

xx